My Mosaic

[Bow]

Nah haven’t really tried heat packs @rav3n  just laying on the couch. I feel real bad cause mums outside working and I’m being lazy on the couch. 

so this is what I got  hehehe

the shelf Just behind the chair to the right was full of Alice books.  They also had some of the ‘collectors’ shelf that were old/rare copies. And then a few behind the counter that he showed me that were really expensive. I always go to places like this and plan to take photos but then forget. I looked for books for my daughter but they didn’t have any. 

I love the illustrations in this one 

 and the shop man was like you sure you wan this one? 

 

the man said that he had a guy come in with nearly 1000 books. He had tried to send them over to the UK to give to the British library (Lewis Carroll is British) but he couldn’t send them. Was going to cost thousands. 
When we were in the UK at the beginning of the year we went to the British library cause the original copy /manuscript is kept there. But it wasn’t on display then 😞 

[rav3n]

WOWWW that's so cool @Bow i LOVE how unique each edition is. do you know roughly how many alice in wonderland books you have in total at the moment? the illustration of that one is really lovely! have you found any hidden notes/writings on them so far? also, have you had double ups of certain version before?

ahh sucks about the original one not being on display!! i wonder why it wasn't though... 

[Bow]

I have about 140 now @rav3n plus the box set. I take a photo of each one and I have a private album on Pinterest that I upload each one. That way when I’m out and about I can look to see if I have a certain one. 
I have a few double ups that I got before I started my Pinterest album. 

feeling heaps sick tonight. Ate dinner. And my body just feels not ok. 

[AuntGlow]

Good evening @Bow, how are you feeling today? 💕

[Bow]

Hi @AuntGlow 

pretty rotten really

how r u?

[Bow]

Hate walking around on egg shells

[tyme]

What's happening for you hun @Bow ?

[AuntGlow]

I hear you... hypervigilance is an awful feeling. What do you need right now to feel more grounded? Can we work together to create some soothing? @Bow 💗

[Bow]

Mums in a foul mood @tyme  grumpy as. 

yeah she went outside and work for the afternoon. And I sat on the couch cause I had a shit nights sleep and I am exhausted and feel yuck. She seemed to understand? 

she finished and came in and I was taking out the million plaits I put in daughters hair cause she needed to have a bath and wash her hair for school tomorrow. So mum started dinner. I was going to do it. Once I finished with daughter I went and offered to take over. Nope. 

and she has been huffing around the house ever since. Not talking. Short. 

don’t need this shit. I’m already on edge with bad urges

@AuntGlow 

[AuntGlow]

@Bow It's honestly so tough being around someone who is on edge, especially when we are on edge too - it exacerbates things so much. Can we help in any way to alleviate the urges that are coming up for you?  @tyme 💛